Wednesday, January 14, 2009

yes the comment about the fight not being over was so true....i have learned a valuable lesson here ...so thanks so much for the comment and im also seeing thats its not so much about the battle ( although i do believe there is a battle) but about truth and whats REAL.......really REAL as opposed to what the enemy of my soul would have me think so yes i do think there is a battle..a battle for the mind...warfare mom

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

my son chris just completed his first week of full time work....many thanks to my heavenly father .....thats all that needs to be said.....the fight is over.....and we have prevailed over the enemy......warfare mom

Monday, November 17, 2008

hello to all who have read this blog.....things with my chris got somewhat harder today....hhmmm what does this mean....could it be that it is getting closer to his deliverance so satan is screaming....don't know...i just know I love my son and want him better...he does not work....some thing that is really hard for me....and doesn't get up before the crack of noon or later unless i wake him up to go look for a job.....i ask myself why all the time...why did this become who he seems to be now....if i just leave it all alone will it get better on its own OR should i continue to try and wake him...i'm thinking that I will just back off...it is hi s life not mine......no one and i do mean no one seems to get any of this....no one even sees that this seems wrong...am i crazy.....hey maybe its me.....i should just let him live his life....i could do that if he seemed happy but he seems anything but...i honestly thi nk he needs to get away from this house, away from me....be with someone else...to hear their perspective on life...is that person out there.....wafare mom

Saturday, November 8, 2008

sat afternoon....spending most of this weekend with my son chris.....watching man vs. wild...built to shred...and yes football.....i hate football..but i love my son....greater is He is that is in me than he that is in the world......i will stay the course till i win this battle...even if i have to watch football...warfare mom..(its not always about prayer you know.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

I did not vote for president elect obama.....yes i voted for the republican...i will not share my reasons even though I have them...I voted the way my king ....the true leader of our country...the one with the "government upon His shoulders...and oh yes "the maker of heaven and earth" led me to....but now i felt the unity as i watched the acceptance speech...and saw the people so happy and crying...i felt well kind of hopeful...while not being naive....but nevertheless i felt some hope....God is in control...remember this ok......Warfare Mom

Thursday, October 30, 2008

i'm laid off from my midday job...yes I said midday....i had two jobs...now i have one.....and you know when i had two...i STILL didn't have enough money....b/c i was going about it all my way instead of His.....so He took one away....so now it's ALL up to HIM. His economy is so fantastic....He said...Give and it shall be given unto you.......so simple yet somewhat hard to do when the bills are screaming -we are DUE NOW.....but i humble myself to His Way and endeavor to follow it. My son is still seeking employment...i'm thinking lately...what else is at play here....i should just not even stress about it but every mom wants her kids to be OK....he sleeeps and sleeeps...it is hard to watch.....help me Lord....need help.....i want a good life for him.....help....warfare mom

Sunday, October 26, 2008

sunday afternoon....just got home from church......learned about the "power" of almighty God.....that we...you and me ....have this power on the inside of us to give away to those who may need a touch from"Him"....it is tangible...I Know this as I have experienced it myself.....and when the measure of faith that God also placed on the inside of us that believe comes together with the power of God...well then you have a miracle....I believe...how about you.....something I also have come to realize in a huge way lately esp. where my son is concerned....is that I am not warring against flesh and blood....but rather spirits....fallen angels....that are trespassing on my family......however, I have authority over these spirits....therefore they must bow their knee and leave once and for all.....more later, warfare mom