hello to all who have read this blog.....things with my chris got somewhat harder today....hhmmm what does this mean....could it be that it is getting closer to his deliverance so satan is screaming....don't know...i just know I love my son and want him better...he does not work....some thing that is really hard for me....and doesn't get up before the crack of noon or later unless i wake him up to go look for a job.....i ask myself why all the time...why did this become who he seems to be now....if i just leave it all alone will it get better on its own OR should i continue to try and wake him...i'm thinking that I will just back off...it is hi s life not mine......no one and i do mean no one seems to get any of this....no one even sees that this seems wrong...am i crazy.....hey maybe its me.....i should just let him live his life....i could do that if he seemed happy but he seems anything but...i honestly thi nk he needs to get away from this house, away from me....be with someone else...to hear their perspective on life...is that person out there.....wafare mom