Thursday, October 30, 2008

i'm laid off from my midday job...yes I said midday....i had two jobs...now i have one.....and you know when i had two...i STILL didn't have enough money....b/c i was going about it all my way instead of His.....so He took one away....so now it's ALL up to HIM. His economy is so fantastic....He said...Give and it shall be given unto you.......so simple yet somewhat hard to do when the bills are screaming -we are DUE NOW.....but i humble myself to His Way and endeavor to follow it. My son is still seeking employment...i'm thinking lately...what else is at play here....i should just not even stress about it but every mom wants her kids to be OK....he sleeeps and sleeeps...it is hard to watch.....help me Lord....need help.....i want a good life for him.....help....warfare mom

Sunday, October 26, 2008

sunday afternoon....just got home from church......learned about the "power" of almighty God.....that we...you and me ....have this power on the inside of us to give away to those who may need a touch from"Him"....it is tangible...I Know this as I have experienced it myself.....and when the measure of faith that God also placed on the inside of us that believe comes together with the power of God...well then you have a miracle....I believe...how about you.....something I also have come to realize in a huge way lately esp. where my son is concerned....is that I am not warring against flesh and blood....but rather spirits....fallen angels....that are trespassing on my family......however, I have authority over these spirits....therefore they must bow their knee and leave once and for all.....more later, warfare mom

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

hello.......im praising God today...not b/c anything with chris is better but simply b/c God said to......i've got nothing else now except praising Him anyway.....what does it say in His word.....even though things aren't what they need to be yet i willl joy in the God of my salvation....i'm paraphrasing here....so i'm joying in the God of my salvation...even though i sense that things aren't not good...a mother knows...oh how we KNOW......sometimes i wish i didn't...wish i was so darn good at KNOWING ....it would be less painful....less painful to know that things aren't right.....i'm very smart this way....not much goes by me.....i'm a mother 4 times,not to mention the fact that i have the holy spirit who shows me what is to come......so I KNOW....nevertheless i am on the wall u till God makes my son a praise on the earth.....i'm heavy hearted.....pray...warfare mom

Sunday, October 19, 2008

hi everyone......sunday afternoon....just got home from oc md. - on a spiritual weekend with my friends in the womens group at my church-"strong faith family church".....what a blast......it seems to me that it was about wwwaaayyyy more than what it seemed like......there were women there who we knew from years ago who had also been away from"organized church" for a long time...seasoned, crusty, and yes even wounded women....women who knew exactly "how" to enter in and prayer and get an answer from God....something I have worked at for a lifetime now...hearing "him".....He used our giftings.....b/c don't we all have a certain"brilliance" b/c he is in us....something only we are good at and give the body.....it was great.....continued prayer for chris.....now over into being grateful for what has "ALREADY" been done in this situation instead of just wantingit to be over...seems like that is just pure "faith" in action doesn't it......warfare mom

Saturday, October 11, 2008

well.....finally some good news to report....chris has a new interview on monday at noon.....i'm sensing God in this....he's different....seems to be somewhat at the end of himself......oh isn't that just when God can step in take over.....ever been there ...I have.....and WHY do we even begin to think that God would need our help...so it seems to me that its the best place to be...at the end of one's rope...then went we are hanging there dangling almighty God swoops down and rescues us......oh how I love HIM......will all of you at least all 2 of you posted...warfare mom

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

wed nite......and the warfare continues for my son......for him to be free from this wretched enemy that has trespassed in my home and tried to steal his soul and his future......well guess what .......this enemy has been found out and i will make him pay......i will counter attack and get as many people saved and into the kingdom as i can.....i will teach satan a lesson....stay away from my son....God's plan for him is for good and not for evil to give him a future and a hope.....I will give God no rest until he makes chris a "praise" on this earth.....I believe that God has begun a "good work" in my son and will finish it......oh what joy to "stand" on His word...He is working....I can feel and sense it......watchman.....trim your wick...stand on the wall and watch.......anyone else ever had any of this...warfare mom

Sunday, October 5, 2008

hi everyone.......my son got a rejection from a job appl. that he put out there...they called to say they went with another canditate...well at least they called so that he doesn't wonder anymore......he took it bad......what a weapon that has been formed against him......well guess what i'm taking back what is being or attempting to be stolen from me....namely my son and his future.....i vasilate between feeling sorry for him and yes then feeling angry at him vb/c it would appear that he doesn't do enough to get a job......why is not working...any ideas......what is the bottom line here.....does he not want to....is he just plain lazy....to some it certainly would appear that way.....but i am endeavoring to see this in "His" eyes...the way that God views my son.....and that would be already complete...after all is Jesus the alpha and the omega...the beginni ng and the end..isn't this problem he is having already solved in heaven....so therefore it must have an answer here on earth....i will await this end to this problem and for the time that i will look and say "look what the Lord did for me".....until then i continue my warfare for my son...write a comment if you read this...warfare mom