hello.......im praising God today...not b/c anything with chris is better but simply b/c God said to......i've got nothing else now except praising Him anyway.....what does it say in His word.....even though things aren't what they need to be yet i willl joy in the God of my salvation....i'm paraphrasing here....so i'm joying in the God of my salvation...even though i sense that things aren't not good...a mother knows...oh how we KNOW......sometimes i wish i didn't...wish i was so darn good at KNOWING ....it would be less painful....less painful to know that things aren't right.....i'm very smart this way....not much goes by me.....i'm a mother 4 times,not to mention the fact that i have the holy spirit who shows me what is to come......so I KNOW....nevertheless i am on the wall u till God makes my son a praise on the earth.....i'm heavy hearted.....pray...warfare mom