hello to all who have read this blog.....things with my chris got somewhat harder today....hhmmm what does this mean....could it be that it is getting closer to his deliverance so satan is screaming....don't know...i just know I love my son and want him better...he does not work....some thing that is really hard for me....and doesn't get up before the crack of noon or later unless i wake him up to go look for a job.....i ask myself why all the time...why did this become who he seems to be now....if i just leave it all alone will it get better on its own OR should i continue to try and wake him...i'm thinking that I will just back off...it is hi s life not mine......no one and i do mean no one seems to get any of this....no one even sees that this seems wrong...am i crazy.....hey maybe its me.....i should just let him live his life....i could do that if he seemed happy but he seems anything but...i honestly thi nk he needs to get away from this house, away from me....be with someone else...to hear their perspective on life...is that person out there.....wafare mom

sat afternoon....spending most of this weekend with my son chris.....watching man vs. wild...built to shred...and yes football.....i hate football..but i love my son....greater is He is that is in me than he that is in the world......i will stay the course till i win this battle...even if i have to watch football...warfare mom..(its not always about prayer you know.

I did not vote for president elect obama.....yes i voted for the republican...i will not share my reasons even though I have them...I voted the way my king ....the true leader of our country...the one with the "government upon His shoulders...and oh yes "the maker of heaven and earth" led me to....but now i felt the unity as i watched the acceptance speech...and saw the people so happy and crying...i felt well kind of hopeful...while not being naive....but nevertheless i felt some hope....God is in control...remember this ok......Warfare Mom