Monday night (i think late sept).....I'm Standing...Standing in my belief that the God of the Universe has heard my prayer for chris so I will not go on and on, however I would really like to......he seems a bit desperate.....I ache for him....I KNOW God has a plan......he just so wants/needs a good job.....a sense and reason to get up......I love this boy or should I say young man......he needs a break or should I say breakthrough. Do any of us remember when we were 18 and having absolutely no clue what we were to do with the rest of our lives. I actually do remember...and I remember it being quite painful. When we are young we don't really grasp the depth of God's love for us..not even so sure i get it even now. I live with a man who does n't believe that God has a plan at all. So I have a "tall order" before me.....to be a witness for my belief that God has never failed me yet and that He never will. Does he not yet know that I answer to a higher authority....one not of this world...a peculiar way....must be strange to him...the way I am....oh well everyone around me will have to get used to it b/c "He" is my deliverer and "He" will deliver my son.....get a lawn chair and hide in the bushes and watch....more later,,Warfare Mom

My son Chris has an interview on wed....if you have read this blog you know this means alot.....please pray...he needs a breakthrough...thanks, warfare mom

Hi.....its sunday night...it was a good weekend.......road the harley to northeast md.----so beautiful there on the water....ate delicious crab soup.....then Buck went up in hot air balloon ride.....it was really neat to see......I went to ladies mtg. with girls from church....i had the best time......church was the best this morning....we learned that righteousness is our POSITION not our CHARACTER. WOW isn't that powerful....its our position - meaning the place we pray from not the horrible mess that we might be at that moment...but instead the position that jesus gained for us when he took sin for us. I now KNOW what it means to be "the righteousness of Christ". We danced before the Lord today-----so annointed ---- so full of joy----nothing makes me more in love with "HIM" than at that moment....i'm always so happy when it breaks out over the congregation......my chris needs to get a job....oh what is taking so long......what is the problem.....I KNOW he was happier when he was working....I'm making warfare for him against the enemy that has come against him.....I will win....I already have......warfare mom

Hi everyone.......hope someone out there will maybe read and answer eventually but i continue to write for the clearing of my emotions that it offers me...hopefully it will help someone someday......it is sunday....went to church....we have such a gifted young pastor.....can really give you the word....with no bs....just the true word of life.......it cuts right thru you know...where you can't make any excuses for what you don't do anymore....its really good stuff......today we learned about casting our cares on God....wow do i really do that or do i just say i do......well this should be an interesting week for me........b/c i've really got some cares rolling around in my head......can't even write about my household today...too hard..so i will say goodnight and write again later......warfare mom

Hi....its sat afternoon and my husband is fishing all day.....i must admit i no longer feel like the most important thing in his life.....nothing is the same....he is a very different person after the cancer......i was what he wanted.....thought about and longed for......its not that way anymore.....im getting used it.....however its just not the same anymore.....i suppose i could type away and use that stupid little story about God making scrambled eggs when you drop an egg or something like that but truth be told i don't want that ....i don't want a new life....i liked the old one...where we were close and had emotional intimacy......what does one do in this situation...it can be rather lonely.....what have i in learned.....that "HE" never changes....even though everything absolutely everything in life has changed "HE" hasn't...."HE" is the same yesterday, today, and forever. Thank God b/c I would never make it. Anyone ever felt this way...would love a comment and/or thoughts.....my son is doing good...has an interview on mon. I'm praying and thanking God for his new job and him getting on his way to God's plan for his life......good prayer with my friend barb today.......warfare mom

im praying, and praising god b/c my son lost his job - he was really trying...i mean really trying...i think he's just learning to get along in the work world...that lovely way we make our money......i honestly think he wasn't given a fair chance....i know my son and I KNOW when he is trying and he WAS TRYING at this job. I have already prayed and yes "warfared" about this. Now I will thank and praise almighty God for making a way for my son. It would be easy to get nuts about this but praising God is the better way so I'm going that route..wise choice...just stand still now...stand in faith...knowing the God of universe has heard my prayer...Donna