Monday night (i think late sept).....I'm Standing...Standing in my belief that the God of the Universe has heard my prayer for chris so I will not go on and on, however I would really like to......he seems a bit desperate.....I ache for him....I KNOW God has a plan......he just so wants/needs a good job.....a sense and reason to get up......I love this boy or should I say young man......he needs a break or should I say breakthrough. Do any of us remember when we were 18 and having absolutely no clue what we were to do with the rest of our lives. I actually do remember...and I remember it being quite painful. When we are young we don't really grasp the depth of God's love for us..not even so sure i get it even now. I live with a man who does n't believe that God has a plan at all. So I have a "tall order" before me.....to be a witness for my belief that God has never failed me yet and that He never will. Does he not yet know that I answer to a higher authority....one not of this world...a peculiar way....must be strange to him...the way I am....oh well everyone around me will have to get used to it b/c "He" is my deliverer and "He" will deliver my son.....get a lawn chair and hide in the bushes and watch....more later,,Warfare Mom