its fri nite.....7:00 pm and yes i'm settled in for the night and quite happy to be i might say.......i have no desire to be out on a fri nite except maybe for dinner or something......the things that used to fulfill me no longer do.....i prefer quietness, the company of my children when they visit.....being with my husband whom im in the process of reconnecting with or at least working very hard at it...i heard an interesting message this sunday at church by our young pastor who by the way preaches way beyond his years......about letting go and forgiving...i mean really forgiving the hurts that were done to you......that maybe , just maybe the bitternesses that we hold onto (b/c we feel "entitled" to them) are the very reason why we stay sick, or stay in pain, or stay broke.etc. ....that somehow we block that wonderful pipeline to almighty God and His ever present desire to bless us. Yes I am one of those people who believes that divine healing and divine prosperity and yes just an "open heaven" is part of redemption...bought and paid for by our saviour Jesus Christ....that He not only paid the price for sin but for health, prosperity, and joy of having our needs met so that we may in turn be a blessing to others. But does what we hold against someone else clog that open heaven.....what food for thought this has been for me this week.....i am listening to the holy spirit on this.....i have so many prayers out there before God for my kids....and i'm believing for answers so i'm really listening.....what I've learned...that this is a choice, a decision, may not even be something i want to do, and its not as easy as most christians make it out to be...more later, warfare mom