well im back yes definitely back ....... i was being quiet for a while and god quite suddenly moved....my son is now working and doing quitegood at it...i can really see the change....i wonder did i really think it would be ok or was i giving up......he is a beautiful kid with quite a calling and gifting i believe....i think i was losing site of him and his heart...i should be ashamed of myself...think i was just tired of the battle but the "warfare" paid off.....what did i get from all of this.....truth be told...not much....just glad its better...well maybe that its just somewhat natural for kids to go through this stuff.....you think i'd KNOW this...hes my 4th kid....maybe its that we MUST ABSOLUTELY MUST see one another the way god sees us..that being with NEW MERCIES every morning....warfaremom