Hi everyone.......hope someone out there will maybe read and answer eventually but i continue to write for the clearing of my emotions that it offers me...hopefully it will help someone someday......it is sunday....went to church....we have such a gifted young pastor.....can really give you the word....with no bs....just the true word of life.......it cuts right thru you know...where you can't make any excuses for what you don't do anymore....its really good stuff......today we learned about casting our cares on God....wow do i really do that or do i just say i do......well this should be an interesting week for me........b/c i've really got some cares rolling around in my head......can't even write about my household today...too hard..so i will say goodnight and write again later......warfare mom